It’s hard to be in a long distance relationship with you. It’s tough. Especially for someone as tactile as I am, I’ve come to realize the past few days just how much I crave human contact. When I feel your hugs, I feel loved. When I have no choice but to hug my pillow, well, […]
A man whispers sweet nothings to your ear. His voice sounds sure. “I really really like you,” he murmurs. “From the moment I first talked to you, I immediately liked you. I’ve never been so sure in my life.” “I am unsure if I love you yet, but am moving to that direction,” he continues. “But […]
I am starting to miss him. Do I miss him because as creatures of habit, missing something or something is natural whenever something is removed (if so, that’s truly bad of him)? Or do I miss him because I’m starting to care? Shit. Shit. Shit. Nonetheless, the reason is negligible. Two weeks shy of my […]
My door is banging. The wind is blowing. And am stuck at home frowning and vegging. I don’t really feel like studying or doing anything save for sleep. I was inconveniently woken up this morning by our company driver who wanted to see whether he’d still have to pick up our client who arrived this […]
“Go to rest now,” I said as we said our goodbyes today. “We’ll just talk tomorrow.” He had the beginnings of a bad flu and after staying up till the wee hours of the morning talking yesterday, I felt that both he and I needed some sort of break. Whereas other couples would spend hours […]
Just got back from a week-long business trip. Life is funny — at first, you have it all figured out then BAM! Someone pulls the rug underneath your feet and you lose your balance a bit. This week has caught me off-guard. Do you think that there are patterns in your life? I’ve noticed patterns […]
Met someone nice this evening at a friend’s house warming party. He’s a doctor who’s in Taiwan on a holiday. Rocker boy in high school, signed a record deal afterwards, but ended up taking up medicine and is currently practicing in one of the lowliest districts in New York because he likes dealing with “trauma” […]
Written on May 24, 2008 from the Raven Archives: Last night, I bumped into a guy friend of mine at Barcode. He is one of my best female friend’s colleague, and an expat here in Taipei. We met around a month ago at another friend’s opening night, played darts and proceeded at every Taipei youngin’s […]
I sometimes feel that I am waiting for my better half. Where is he now? What is he doing? Has he thought of me as I have sometimes thought of him? A fortune teller once told me that I’d meet him when I’m in my thirties. My heart leapt a beat. Being single all these […]
…Is to just hold your head up high, and LET GO. You asked, you begged and he still doesn’t care enough to say yes? If it’s so hard to even convince him to do something simple for you, then what’s the point of continuing on? Japanese ex-boyfriend was like that. Why want the repeat of […]
I bumped into a guy last Saturday at a party. In his drunken state, he was surprisingly honest. “You made me feel like crap,” he said. “When you didn’t show up, you made me feel like shit.”Admitedly, I’ve never stood anybody up before. However, over a month ago, my first time happenned. The guy was […]
All I can say is,You’re right……and I was wrong.20 minutes isn’t really adequate enoughto say something or anything about a person.And as someone who took the higher road,You have my deep respect.I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, apologize. You know who you are. P.S. Not that it matters, but I stand corrected. The […]