It’s 8:47 am and I’m still on the subway on my way to work. Before I have resigned, I would’ve clocked in around an hour’s work by this time.

Obviously I am demotivated, miserable even.

The unfairness of doing three people’s work gets to me and the fact that thy have yet to find a replacement irritates me.

It’s as if you’re screaming that the world is falling on the top of your lungs and yet nobody listens to you.

The great thing about life right now is Trader. He is a high point in my life which by the way makes my mom happy. She’s always been a fan of Trader. “I’m glad that you guys are doing better. Lagi mo kasing inaapi (you’re always bullying him).”

No it’s never really been that. The main issue is when Trader strives to change me from who I am right now to someone more tradiional and whom his mom would love.

He’s stopped that for now so we’re happy happy.

My stop soon. Know I haven’t been updating as much but work drains so much out from me. It’s like slave labor.

Have a great week everyone!