Trader was here this weekend. We had a really nice steak dinner at Ruth’s Chris, then met up with his friends yesterday and today.

We’ve had our disagreements, and yet I feel blessed.

No matter how hard life can be — be it me resigning from my current firm, a new change to a life of MBA, his parents’ strong dislike of me — at the very least, we’re still together. 11 months and counting.

These are the days when we are thankful.

When he left today to go back to Singapore and I was eating my curry porket dinner, I was awashed with sadness.

“I miss him. A lot.” he said.

Then I felt really sad.

I love you Trader. I really wish you were here…