Not again!

I don’t like what I’m feeling right now. My heart thumps, and I’m more in tune with my feelings. Somehow, I am more sensitive to every single beep of my cell, my eyes darting to and fro my MSN list, more easily affected to the things around me.

Gawd, is this happening all over again? I’ve just come out from one emotional rollercoaster ride. Don’t tell me it’s happening all over again?!

How can I keep my guard up though?

But here’s what I can do, I’ll try to fight it. I don’t want to fall all over again. Most especially with someone I know I can’t be with. Unrequited love is painful. So I’ll fight it. I’ll try to distance myself from the entire situation, take things slow, and keep my sanity…

I don’t want to get hurt again… 🙁

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4 thoughts on “Not again!

  1. My sentiments. But rollercoasters are fun. They’re exciting, but yes, it gets tiring at the end of the ride.

    Unrequited love…is not just painful but downright shitty.

    Keep strong. =)

  2. Hey thanks Sofia.

    Frankly, I don’t like my current state. I like being in control, but finding someone really really nice, and starting to discover that there’s a high chance you may develop some feelings for him, does wonders in taking away your control!

  3. I’m in that state now and for the past few weeks have been wracking my brains how to get out of it. i fell for him and even before anything can ‘happen’ beween us, he left.

    I, like you, have this need of being in control…in and over anything.

    It’s funny, though. Just when I was taking things slow that’s when I fall flat on my arse.

    Grrr. =)

  4. Well, I was in that too a few weeks ago. For some insane reason, guys want you especially when you’re not drooling over them. Been in that same experience before. Met him, but before anything can happen, he left.

    I took it easy. I don’t really care whether he writes me or not, it’s his loss. Surprise, surprise… got an email today from him saying that he’s thinking about me everyday.

    My reaction, bit surprised, but taking it easy. Don’t worry, things will work out for u.

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