I wish at times I can be sweet, docile and extremely accommodating.
Instead, I am pig-headed, opinionated, and don’t just like being led on a leash.
These days, I find it hard to make the right decisions for me.
At one end, everyone wants me to be responsible and practical.
However, what if that’s not really what I wanted?
What if half-assing is not enough to make me happy?
I think it’s a great plan: study for 18 months, then help Trader with the business.
Why does everyone want me to keep my job to the detriment of my well-being?
I’ll hate my parents. I’ll hate Trader. And I’ll hate myself for listening to them.
Then again, it may be too early to tell.
Lord, please provide me with the guidance.
2 thoughts on “Rogue”
“Instead, I am pig-headed, opinionated, and don’t just like being led on a leash.”
Were you born in the year of the pig?
“I think it’s a great plan: study for 18 months, then help Trader with the business.”
Doesn’t sound too bad.
“Why does everyone want me to keep my job to the detriment of my well-being?”
It’s easy to give advice, especially if the advice doesn’t affect the one giving it. OR if the advice is in their favor.
Do what you think is best FOR YOU.
Hahaha, no I was born in the year of the monkey. Getting older la. Oh no!
Thanks for that advise Blackdove. Really doing stuff for me these days. Happy to see others are supportive.