Super busy morning. I have so much to say though since I’m upset with a friend, and it takes a lot to upset me.
Last night, I was thinking whether I was right on being upset or not. Did he deserve it? Was I being fair?
But while showering (I seem to think a lot more while showering), I realized, I’m mad at him because he is someone I care about.
If he was merely an acquaintance, I would’ve shrugged of the incident with a wave of my hand saying, “I don’t care.“
But I do care.
When an acquaintance does something you don’t approve of, you may just wave it off. But when a close friend does something you don’t approve of, you care.
Oh, you care.
Doesn’t matter if this is a small thing… a small thing stems from core issues. If he did understand me, he knew how sensitive I am about some issues and he would take the proper precautions to make sure it doesn’t happen.
But he didn’t.
Gosh, I’m still pissed.
This is a surprise.
I’m usually not mad after half an hour. It surprises me that I’m still bothered by it the next day.
Not boiling mad, but a simmering one.
God, I hope I can talk to him about this and get this over with.
I do not like this feeling.
Oh, and killing myself at work. 🙁
Not a good start to the day.